20th August 2008
20 days after I found myself inclining towards K.20 days watching after K and wishing that K will always be well and happy. Honestly, it seems like a joke when I reflected back. When I first took notice of K, I did not have the highest opinion of K. K was also a little egoistic, always walking up and down the corridor looking extremely busy. Then we went to a same annual activity and K was sort of already in my mind. However, nothing happened as the days rolled by until both of us had the opportunity to work together for these past few weeks. Unfortunately, K was one popular figure and me, a small potato among the scores of people. K hardly noticed my presence. What could I do except to eye K from the corner of my eyes? Each day of mine were filled with K’s visions. I knew that K already have someone else so obviously it would not make a difference right? Every single day whenever I see K, I would just wish him sincere happiness from the bottom of my heart. Like what those famous dead philosophers had said, ‘Loving someone does not mean owning him or her. As long as that person is happy, you should be happy as well’. Perhaps time would erase K from my thoughts given the fact that I have loads of work to accomplish. Sigh…Is it really that hard to share your feelings with someone else? I had tried but met with failures for all 8 times. Perhaps its just not the time for this little me, yet? Perhaps….I wonder…..
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